site association

i've been thinking lately about how i associate certain places with certain people and experiences. i recently went on a long walk that took me and my walking buddy all over south campus, including almost the entire length of the south campus stream and trail, and now that and a couple other spots will forever remind me of him and of the events of that night, which were somewhat bittersweet, if i'm being honest. but there are other places that make me think only of specific people, which i guess is awesome and not so awesome, depending on the circumstance.

the provo costa vida will always conjure memories of tori and our many costa runs during our roommate years.

rock canyon park and the little grove of trees on the street side reminds me of will, matt, and beka and the time we filmed our scene from as you like it, in early modern english, there. (too bad that video never made it to light. i'm sure we would all be stage stars by now if it had.)

trafalga will always be associated in my mind with the taj boys and last winter, when we used it as our hangout and played countless games of mini-golf and laser tag just so we could get out of the house.

and there are many other places that hold special memories with countless other people. i guess i have already kind of addressed this, at least in relation to provo, in a previous post. but lately, in light of recent events, i find myself going back to the places where significant things, significant conversations have happened to me. last sunday i retraced the steps i had taken two weeks before, when things looked promising and i was so happy, to try to get some of those feelings back in the midst of some of the muddiest, most confusing times of my life.

for better or for worse, i have some strong memories associated with places i go and see every day. the wall on the south side of the provo city library will never be the same again.

a monday gchat

i've been feeling a little out of sorts for the past couple of days, due to circumstances that i won't go into right now. i haven't been acting like myself, really, and i've had the feeling that i need to make some changes/address some things that are happening these days. this is very vague, and for that i am sorry. but sometimes i don't feel the need to put all the gory details out there.

but anyway, yesterday something amazing happened. i wrote an email to my missionary friend, since i've missed writing him the past couple weeks. i sent the email and then proceeded to look around the internet as i am sometimes wont to do. then, fortuitously, i went back to gmail to see if anything had come in. and he had emailed me back to say that he was online and that we should chat. so, for about an hour, we traded emails back and forth and got to catch up a little and joke around. he sent me a picture of him "being stoked to talk to me," and i sent him one of me happy to talk to him, even though i had just finished my just dance workout and i looked...less than put together.

so even though i don't have everything here figured out yet, that little exchange brightened my day, and maybe my week. i remembered how much i miss him and how great he is. i mean, it's been 17 months since i've seen or talked to him in person. and getting to chat gave me the boost i needed. i can do hard things.

watch this: part two

this weekend i finally saw moonrise kingdom.

i was building up to it for months, preparing by watching wes anderson's other films (edited, if that matters). then, all of the friends decided to go see it without me. i'm not bitter. so, i needed to make a trip up to the broadway center theater in salt lake on my own.

BUT THEN. emily told me on thursday that, miracle of miracles, moonrise kingdom has come down to provo. nothing was holding me back. and so it was that on friday night, emily, sloane, kelsey, and i headed down to the provo towne centre (not me being pretentious--that's how they spell it) cinemark to watch what promised to be a delightful movie.

and it kept its promise. i wholeheartedly recommend this movie, though you should be warned that there is a somewhat awkward part. but it was hilarious, especially if you are into wes anderson humor. all of the acting was great, the cinematography was amazing, as it always is. i will definitely be seeing it again/possibly buying it at some point in the future.

why today has been awesome so far

woke up, did a just dance workout. (i...sweat a lot playing just dance. which is a good thing? not so good for when i want to look cute playing, but good from a fitness standpoint, i guess.)
put on my really cute outfit, re-curled my hair, went to redbox to return and rent.
went to firehouse subs to satisfy my craving for a delicious beef and cheddar brisket sub+crisp pickle
came home, danced some more with meredith, unintentionally sweated some more.
put in the artist, ate a homemade chocolate chip shake.

what more could i ask for?

watch this

after months and months on my list of movies to watch, i finally watched this movie:

everyone should see it, whether you are interested in fashion or not. obviously, an interest in clothes and photography would maybe make the experience a little better, but this film was so beautiful that i think anyone would see its value. 

mainly what i took away was a reminder of how important it is to do something that you truly love with your life. bill takes that to a bit of an extreme, but i can't say at this point that i really spend every day doing something that i absolutely adore. here's hoping that that day comes!

watch bill cunningham new york. it's on netflix watch instantly. it's worth it.

why i love catch phrase

it is hilarious to observe what people's first thoughts are upon seeing or hearing a phrase.

like when the player said, you might say this about a sequined shirt... and her teammate said, apparently not knowing much about current trends, stylish! (the word was "flashy," and they eventually got there via a different tactic. you can imagine.)

the most fun games of catch phrase are those when you are able to see inside the other person's mind and follow their thought process and know where they are going almost instantly.

some people may tire of catch phrase, that ubiquitous college kid party game, but i am always up for a round. even if it is only between two players.

on the third of july

i may have said this before, but the fourth of july is one of my favorite holidays, but it's not one that i typically think of as being my favorite. but then i'm sitting on the golf course with a bunch of people i love and we're playing cards and people watching and i'm freaking out about all the glittery, sparkly fireworks, and i realize that independence day is awesome.

this year we (of course) planned to go up to the north salt lake festivities on the third, which are always so fun, but then we decided we were going to help build ward unity by visiting the parade route in provo on the fourth, so we divided our independence day time for the first time ever.

on tuesday afternoon, we headed up to north salt lake (which is a real, legit city--don't let anyone tell you otherwise). this year was also the first time we've had friends come along, and that was a treat. anna, tyler, brandon and brett joined in the celebrations, and i hope they all had as much fun as i did. when we all got to the house, we rode in the bed of dad's truck up to our usual spot. we ate our fourth of july feast of wal mart subs (they are awesome, i tell you), chips and dips, deviled eggs, potato salad, and treats. after our appetites were satisfied, we ventured up to the clubhouse to see what was going on.

{what was going on at the clubhouse: a million high schoolers standing in groups texting+carnival rides and games+your typical dad rock band}

i was tempted to join the dance party, as i often am. "ymca" and "shining star" were calling my name, but the two boys i was with weren't acting like they wanted to participate. so, we went back down to our spot and pulled out the playing cards for a rousing game of scum. 

{note: the best times to play cards are those when you don't have any other distractions vying for your time and attention. lake powell at night, waiting in line for stuff, at parks when you get tired of doing active things, and probably other occasions i can't name right now. so this was a prime opportunity for us to get some good card-playing in.}

parachutists fell out of the sky, a cargo jet flew over, many people walked by our spot, and then it was dark--time for fireworks finally!

{something you may not know about me: i'm kind of obsessed with sparkly things. i may or may not have been freaking out about all of the glittery fireworks. colored ones=not my favorite, though still cool}

fireworks...are awesome. these were probably the best i've ever seen, and that's saying something. but i guess i say that every year, because every year it seems like they do even more awesome stuff than the year before. as those who have witnessed fireworks with me can attest, they are another of my simple pleasures. i get an intense amount of joy out of every new firework, especially if there is an abundance of sparkle.

after the finale, we loaded back into the truck and made our way slowly back down the hill. at home, we took an excursion to the basement, where we played fierce games of foosball, bulls-eye ball, and some form of horse. oh, and at one point someone kept attacking me with a giant medicine ball.

here are some pictures from the evening, courtesy of anna.

altogether, it was a great night. i can't wait for next year!